"When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew" - William Shakespeare
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Numb...

It's been some time since I last updated this old blog.

Kind of slack off a little bit since dating Dex but I'm still pretty hard working at updating Twitter though.

Knowing Dex has been the best thing that happened for year 2009, or should I say my entire life, so far. Everything has been fantastic but like I've mentioned before, I'm just born unlucky.

Loads of unfortunate events has had happened during the past 2 months. My GC transfer is called off because I'm "not confident enough to deal with the patrons there". Went for health check twice and I'm confirmed contracted an incurable viral infection and having some abnormalities in my body. Further checks and biopsy are needed to be done to confirm if the abnormalities will lead to cancer or not.

I don't really bother about the transfer anymore since I've already deciding to jump ship once my time is up. But an incurable viral infection and a possible cancer? I'm only 24! As much as it seems so unfair that I have to go through all these, I can blame no one but myself for not paying extra attention to my own health and diet.

I don't know how I should feel or think or do. Everything has to wait till I go for further checks and if necessary, biopsy. If anything turns out for the worse, I'll inform Mum about it. Don't think I should bother or worry her when it's still unconfirmed.

Dex has also been emotionally and physically drained after knowing the results of my health checks. He's constantly worried if I'm eating healthily, if I'm taking my health supplements regularly or if I'm feeling unwell. He finally broke down and cried in front of me last night because I have gone through enough and still have to worry about a possible cancer. All I can do for him now is to smile and tell him not to worry since we've promised to grow old together.

Anyway, I can't do much for now except for going for another round of check at the end of the month. In the meantime, don't worry much about me. I'll be fine. :)

Till I get back the results of checks and biopsy, bye...

She says @ 6:36 PM link to post

Monday, November 09, 2009
iPhone Users = Deviant Egomaniacs? Hmm...

Just read an article on one of my favorite BlackBerry online community, BlackBerry Cool, which makes me wonder if it's true. Here the article as follows:

A recent study by Retrevo has some really funny conclusions regarding the personalities of BlackBerry versus iPhone users.

The study reveals the following:

The study also notes that “Compared with other cell phone users, iPhone owners are more likely to see themselves as media buffs, extroverts, and intellectuals,” with 40% of iPhone users claiming to be “intellectual,” and only 36% of Blackberry users saying the same.

Credits to BlackBerry Cool.

Though I'm a loyal BlackBerry user, but just want to share the above article with all of you.

Is it true? Somehow I don't see that on my friends who are big fans of iPhone like Talos (who recently acquired a brand new shiny 32GB iPhone 3Gs in white) and Tim.

To my dearest user of iPhone friends, think about it and let me know your comments. :)

Yes, I know I haven't been updating for SO long. Have to admit I'm busy dating.

Yes! I'm blissfully in love with a certain Mr. Tan. Can't reveal his full name here because he preferred to keep his private life away from all his online profiles and such. That explains why he never post a picture of himself or display his full name on Facebook and all similar social networking websites.

Yah... Why bother keeping an online profile then?

He said he's going to delete all of them soon. Oh wells...

Anyway, I'm on my one week leave starting effectively from 2 days ago. No particular plans though, but just want to escape from all the madness, "salted popcorn, coke no ice" and "seats last row at the back" for a moment before heading back to deal with them.

But thankfully for Mr. Tan, we'll be heading to Downtown East for short getaway next weekend. Can't wait. Hee...

Nothing much happening... Just the 2 of us spending quality time together. :D

As for myself, nothing much to update too. Just got a new colleague joining TM a couple of weeks ago and I'm still awaiting for my Gold Class transfer to be approve.

Yes. I went for an "interview" last month and went through it without a feat. Thought I could be transferred by this month but still no news. Hmm... Hopefully it'll be approved once the newbie gets confirm.

Anyhow, pray hard for me that I'll get my transfer soon. Have had enough of the madness at TM. Those know me well enough knew exactly what I'm talking about here. Heh heh...

Till I'm back from my short "holiday" with Mr. Tan, bye...


She says @ 4:36 PM link to post

Saturday, October 10, 2009
Fishy... Fishy... Fishy...

Was watching the Kylie Kwong cooking show on Discovery Travel & Living channel.

For those who are clueless about Kylie Kwong, she is a prominent Australian television chef, author, television presenter
and restaurateur.


She said something which made me thought for awhile before burst out laughing on the sofa.

She said, "Fish should not smell fishy."

If a fish should not smell fishy, does that means the fish smells like cow? Sheep? Haha...

Just some light humor to share. :p

Till I finally have and epic story to share, bye...

She says @ 2:23 AM link to post

Tuesday, September 22, 2009
This One (Crying Like A Child) by Utada...




How can I put this, aye, aye, aye
I'm an independent woman, aye
I've been crying like a child
I just wanted you to know the person that I am
More than any other of your fans
I will love you for a thousand years
Yours truly

I ain't gonna play it cool
Let me tell you I've tried that already
Everyday and every night
Your words ring through me
Who am I trying to fool
Honey I've been living on my own like Freddie
But I'm still a woman
Baby tell me how

How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever

It's just another Friday night
For you and your accessory lights
And there you are before my eyes
Two hours and for fifteen minutes you are here
I don't wanna scream lest I should tear
A whisper in the darkness disappear
Sincerely

We should get back on the road
Like Simon and Garfunkel
Let's get married
You are all the shelter that I need above me
Who am I trying to fool
Honey I got your ring tone on my BlackBerry
And I won't give a damn
If only I knew how

How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever

You got me crying like a child
Ain't no need for me to lie
A hundred jpeg files
Filling up my hard drive
You got me crying like a child
And the crowd is going wild
This one
This is the one
Come on and give it up

How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever

How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever

This one's for the happiness I'll be wishing you forever... Letting you go bit by bit...

On a good note, pay's coming, getting new phone, getting new Puma flats, Serene K's wedding, clearing old debts and maybe updating my wardrobe. Yeah...


Stay tune to my Twitter or Facebook because I'll be updating those two more often.

Till I finally have another grandmother story or rantings to tell, bye...

She says @ 4:34 PM link to post

Sunday, September 06, 2009
A Sad Ending...

You're gone...

I've lost...

The end...

Thought there might be a start of a supposedly (to me, at least) beautiful story, but then...

I'm glad you came, but just gone too soon...

I should just carry on leading my sad, boring and mundane life...

Am I cursed? I think so...

Till I can do something to end this long sad chapter of my life, bye...

She says @ 1:43 AM link to post

Tuesday, September 01, 2009
I Love StarHub's BlackBerry Premium Plan!!!

Yup, not much updates. Nothing's big happening so yah...

But if you've paid close attention, my Twitter account has new updates every now and then.

Why? Because I've just subscribed to StarHub's BlackBerry Premium data plan. :)

Have been using my old BlackBerry Curve 8320 for almost 2 years now but have yet to subscribe to any data plans. So my Curve has been rather "unproductive" since.

Yah... Trying to act smart by carrying a smart phone, can?

Anyway, I've never felt so much fun typing away on my Curve since I've updated the OS, BlackBerry Desktop Manager and subscribed to the data plan. :)

Was intended to only subscribe the data plan after I've upgraded my old Curve to either the new Curve 8900 or Bold 9000 next month. (No) thanks to that certain Mr. Lee, I've succumbed to temptations and went ahead with the data plan. I don't whether to thank him or hate him for this as I'll be paying much more now...

P.S. Mr. Lee is a BlackBerry Bold 9000 user so yah...

I'm very much confirmed that I will NOT betray my love for BlackBerry and jump into the realm of iPhone. Don't want to be like Tom Cruise in Minority Report. ;p

But with me spending more quality time with my Curve now, I'll probably spending more time AWAY from my best buddy of 3 years, my old HP laptop. :(

More time with Curve = Frequent updates on Twitter = Lesser time with laptop = Lesser blog updates. You get it...

So till the weeds start growing on this very blog, bye...

She says @ 12:55 PM link to post

Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Falling Into The Trap Once Again...

After the Philips DVD player from TM, I've got an unexpected Tiffany & Co bracelet from a certain Mr. Lee and a teddy bear (made with loads of love from Build-A-Bear Workshop) from TB.

And yes, I had a great birthday this year. For no particular reason, Mummy was so enthusiastic to celebrate my birthday too. The fast food, pizza and the cake from Swensen's. Thanks, Mummy. I've never felt so "old" in my entire life...

And also the never ending birthday wishes on my Facebook. Wow... Many, many thanks to all. :)

I kept reminding myself again and again and yet again not to fall into that bottomless pit but I just can't help it...

I want to take things slow but I just jump straight into the trap...

I'm not sure how long should I continue to act as though nothing's going on or should I ask...

Sigh... Someone help/slap/smack/kill me, please... :(

Till something good or bad happens, bye...

She says @ 8:45 PM link to post